Embracing Insanity

Am I really gonna go from couch potato, to workout-app user to doing Insanity? Well, yes. That’s exactly what I did. After having tried that ridiculous app- that gave me zero guidance on how long or how many reps to do or how to get a handle on my nutrition- I got out of my head and tried Insanity. Continue reading Embracing Insanity

Confession of Unbelief

A fools heart. Foolishly I keep hoping, waiting with expectation for some miraculous, once-in-a-lifetime event to turn up and change my life forever. Forever. Instead I’m bogged down with a billion and one teeny-tiny little instances that affect my everyday life. A hint of this, a twist of that, a sprinkle of this and by 5pm my day’s gone kaput. Dreams. I used to dream … Continue reading Confession of Unbelief

My Soul, She’s Hurting

I don’t have enough tears. Stop. Release this hold. No more trials, no more tests, no more storms. I’m not strong. I know you want me to be, but I’m not. I don’t have a scream loud enough to express the pain. The disappointment. When will it be over? Is this it? Should I sit and accept what’s happening? I don’t have emotion enough to … Continue reading My Soul, She’s Hurting