In a bathroom, all alone, crying because I’d lost what was, very likely, my only chance for free time for who knows how long, what did God want me to do? Continue reading I Remember
Who the hell does she think she is anyway? I’m not required to stress about every hypothetical calamity am I? Who says my life is going to be terrible?! Continue reading Anxiety…that bitch
It’s the teeny, tiny, creeping issues that, after weeks of pinned up passive aggression, cause my sanity to unfurl and explode at volcanic proportions. Continue reading When It All Falls Down
What does a normal life look like when you can’t define the word normal anymore?. What does a normal life look like when your life has taken an unexpected identity? When everything you thought your life would be is in your rear view, fading like a thin fog, and everything you never dreamed of is coming to you in full force. When it’s not just … Continue reading A New “Normal”?
I don’t have enough tears. Stop. Release this hold. No more trials, no more tests, no more storms. I’m not strong. I know you want me to be, but I’m not. I don’t have a scream loud enough to express the pain. The disappointment. When will it be over? Is this it? Should I sit and accept what’s happening? I don’t have emotion enough to … Continue reading My Soul, She’s Hurting
I was overcome by jealousy, I almost wanted that b***h to die Tearing up to hold in the rage that brewed like a volcano inside I erupted with obsession, my every action was geared for revenge Dipping my hand in the devils pot and embracing the very stench Eyes red whenever I saw you, there was a target on your back I planned to hit … Continue reading Overcome by Jealousy